Decisions

You may wonder why I chose the image of a coin to talk about it, or what is so special about this coin to dedicate a whole post to it? For many people it is just a metal with a very low value, for others it is a token to play with, a decision maker ("cara o sello"), among others. Well... I used it on April 20th to make a decision whether to stay alive or not. I know it sounds a little crazy and silly at the same time, but when your mental health is not quite right and you are not as sane as you seem, you make the decision to take your life or not. That day as I was collapsing, I saw the coin on my desk, flipped it in the air and it landed on "cara". I cried. It is incredible to see how destiny or life wants you to move on, to give your life another chance, that you can get out of the "hole" you are in, while all you want is to disappear. Why do I tell this story to the public? I don't want to say what you can or cannot do with your life, but I can...